salamm, firstly thanks to
syahirahzawawi kerana telah menyedarkan saya dari mimpi yang dah berapa lama tak meng-update blog, hee nak buat camana orang
busy kann;p takdala busy it just nothings pop out of my mind, since i thought my life is not that interesting than others. but now i realize that no one's life must be perfect, to write a post.
mmm i like to share my best moments being a
not-really university student;
being in
iium in the first place, i thought it was easy like one we were in
high school. go to class, listening to lectures,
fall asleep, have lunch, doing assignments and never completed them. BUT it was definitely a super different world to me. i was sooo miserable that i couldnt help my self with the new environment, i dont even know how to make a time table for myself!~ u see,
life goes on, so keep on the track and just follow the flow. haha, my useless own motivation. hmm i found out until the last day of my math exam ( the final ) i still got the same lame problem. during my so-not campus life, i got new friends that charmed me, each with different personality and thoughts, and that made me stronger and walk on this bitter world. still, i never completed my assignment my self,
copying is just another word for me. my life is so up side down, its hard to keep on the track any longer. but i hold still. one thing that is always been whispering into my ears, this, is not for you, but for your parents and family. yes, and by that time, ive try hard to stand still once again, and i failed. I kept losing focus in class, coming superbly late to class, sleep and eat a lot and feeling annoyed by others!
I hate the feelings of being so immature, but thats me, people knew me by that word and its hard to change in a day~ yeah being soo manja is not really suitable for an 18 year old girl like you, hazwani. dumb me!
ooh and in a nut shell ( teringat masa ept speaking test hari tuh ) my mum said you should be thankful that Allah gave you a very smart brain, that you dont really need to put a big effort to get a good result, yeah and Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah.
dan the pointer 3.595, aint that good enough for the first sem in the first year of university? mama cakap kalau study sikit dah dapat 4.0, tengok tuh, malas punya pasall, hee
and for my dearest SyahirahZawawi there is always another chance; samasama kita survive
ooh and my deary AmniRahaimi and i know theres a chance to be in front of you;
dan samasama kita maju setapak untuk ke gombak pulaa. eh am i matured enough?? cakapla ye..
i hope u like my very latest post; thanks and wasalam!