too desperate.
aku dah mula menggila. aku rasa macam nak tinggalkan accounting. sah gila. bukan sebab result o sebab tak berani nak amek. sebab aku nak buat fashion designing. and im serious. maybe, aku nampak selekeh plus tatau nak begaya, macam makcik2 pun ada, sebab takda size and nampak hodoh kalau aku pakai yang pelikpelik. ye lahh, aku size 20, korang 8 je. lantaklah ape nak cakap, fashion is in me. i cant deny it anymore. my brain is working on fashion-tak kisah la high class ke pasar malam ke, yes, accounting, memang selalu buat aku teruja, tapi tak seteruja macam ni. sekarang aku duk sibuk nak belajar jahit. mama, buy me a sewing machine. sorry mama, kakwani tak teruja sgt nak try recipe baru. makan bole la. my life is full of colour that describe me. one by one. sometimes im red and sometimes im yellow. black is not excluded. ye, aku nak belajar jahit, online pun jadiklah, aku nak belajar pakai flash and photoshop. *blog punya pasal* im desperate! oooh help me!
-currently thinking of doing online clothing business- tapi baju drpd dealer tak cukup memberangsangkan. maka dengan itu aku sebuk bertanya kat mama kat mana orang buat sample baju. memandangkan aku terlalu kecik (dalam erti kata sebenar takda orang kenal pun) upahnya pasti mahal sebab nak buat baju taksampai 10 helai. yes, i want to be a fashion designer. i really want someone to help me here. please. im drowning.
impian yang takpasti.