dont make me sleep.
minggu ni je tido lambat.
walaupun dah penat sangat.
this life is a burden.
this life is not like i wished.
this life never treats me well.
bosan aku tengok orang tulih ayat2 tu. tak melambangkan kesyukuran dalam erti kata lain hanya tau mengadu. *sedap mulut berbicara* dulu aku bukan lah yang selalu ingat untuk bersyukur tapi aku ada kawan kawan yang selalu memberi ingatan. Bersyukur aku. Alhamdulillah.
Oh, bukan itu topic nya, bukan sebab nak tido, bukan sebab bersyukur, tapi motivasi diri, pembakar semangat, pencetus hari and apa apa lagi lah.
so, what is the song that sparks your day into something energetic? and that is what im trying to say here.
and today, my iPod playing Waiting for the End - Linkin Park.
Some's wouldnt agree with Linkin Park but I cant deny the fact that I like something straight forward. Takperlu ayat berbunga bunga. The lyrics is enough to make my day.
This is not the end
This is not the beginning
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
And the violent rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something empty within em
With fists flying up in the air
Like we’re holding onto something that’s invisible there
Cuz we’re living at the mercy of the pain and the fear
Until we dead it forget it
Let it all disappear
Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strength to stand
This is not what I had planned
It’s out of my control
Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts were spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It’s hard to let you go
I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I wanna do is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven’t got
Sitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last
I wish it wasn’t so
What was left when that fire was gone
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong
All caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out what it’s like moving on
And I don’t even know what kind of things I said
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead
Picking up those pieces now where to begin
The hardest part of ending is starting again
oh, Im a Fly.fm freak. Pegi keje balik keje je la layan lagu radio. Balik rumah bukak Billboard, download apa yang patut. Semenjak menjadi tua nih -setelah beromor 18- aku lagi suka layan Aerosmith, The Beatles, all those Ayah's musicplayer. Nak buat macamana, hormon berubah dah.
and last but not least, i got my inspiration frm songs since im 13, sejak duduk asrama. Macam-macam lagu dah. Taksalah kan ada favourite song yang bagi kita inspirasi? What about you?
*Why I am so into Linkin Park, Eminem, All American Reject bla3? Hish takpadan betul.